Grace Melodia on JJ959

Go to http://www.jj959.com and listen to their latest episode (episode 11). This is when they interview Grace Melodia! And I'm in there too ... kekekeke ...

Enjoy! :-)

Enlightment

終於感受到了‧‧‧完全放手交給神那種喜悅。

我一直對愛情十分執著；如果我愛上一個人，我就不惜一切去對那個人好，希望能夠取悅他。而且我會一直等待那人，直至得到或者真的完全沒有希望為止。我會以為我不斷的付出便是愛人的辦法，但我從來沒有想過愛情是要雙向的，是互通的，而不是一廂情願的。我會以為共渡很多患難便一定會見真情，但從沒想過有時一段關係是不需要那麼辛苦地維繫的。當我愛一個人時，我的感性就一定會蓋過我的理性，常常以為吸引我的那位男士就是適合，但又是否真的適合呢？當我發現我不能接受那人的某些特質時，我就事事包容及維護，從來沒有想過這是否健康的。

最近這幾年，我開始懂得交託。遇到一個心儀的男士，我會趕快的告訴神，希望神引領，亦會問神那位是否我的另一半。但是禱告之後，我的心都不是完全交託，甚至會祈求神會成就我所想的，或者懷疑神給我的領受是否真的。有時以為神的答案是這樣，就鎖住目標盲目去等，胡亂去做一點東西話是神指示我去做的。但究竟我所等待的是真的為神而等，或只是固執地希望神會成就我所想呢？我所作的又是否神所喜悅的呢？很多時我也不知道。

我的執著令我很難順服神。但我很愛神，所以我祈求神讓我學習順服。我愈祈求，神就愈將我的眼睛張開。最近的一些際遇下，讓我看到神行事不可測度。我們沒有可能完全知道祂的作為，但祂一定會帶領我們經過一切事。所以，我終於明白，我等候愛情，不是為了一個人而等，而是等候神將祂所喜悅的帶到我身邊。

現在，我終於可以很舒服地說「一切順其自然」了。無論最後我跟那位男士一起，我都會感謝主，因為祂賜給我的一定是最好的。

多年的包袱終於放低了，真是如釋重負。感謝主多年來的引導。

I'm Too Busy ... Again.

I don't know why I always take so much work upon my shoulders. I always underestimate the amount of busyness I get myself into when I take responsibilities. Taking on too much at one time always causes me unable to accomplish what I want to accomplish in the desired time. (Well, at least it's not because of procrastination.) I even want to spend more time with God but I can't because I'm too busy!!!

I definitely need to be less ambitious. I can only work so much. It's not worth it to get exhausted all the time. Lord, help me!

Soon to Be Master Wong!!

I went to take grad photos this morning. Suddenly I realized I'll soon be graduating, and I can add this title - Quennie Wong, BMus, MMus - to my resume! Hahahahahahahahahaha ...

Also, I'm quite proud of my make-up skills now ...

:-)

First Love

Lately I have been listening to Danny Chan's songs again. This is the Nth time I revisit his songs as his songs (especially love songs) are so great in quality, and his love songs speak my mind. I would really like to share this one:

初戀
曲：陳百強/詞：鄭國江

張眼看目前﹐沒有一些可比那天。
每日與他相見都歡笑﹐
太快樂﹐我願留住每一天。
春季雨綿綿﹐在那街邊﹐
讓雨水輕輕濺。
雨水絲絲打我心都甜﹐
好比愛神的小箭。
情緣任它自然﹐愛戀會源源不斷。
舊的夢才完又有新的夢來圓。
但初戀偏惹懷念。
此際念從前﹐渡過多少歡欣昨天。
惱恨愛戀偏偏多變﹐
這快樂背後藏著了淒酸。
相對在無言﹐若有交通﹐
定會傾訴沒完。
兩顆心倘不可以相連﹐
想見又如不見。
情緣任它自然﹐愛戀會源源不斷。
舊的夢才完又有新的夢來圓。
但初戀偏惹懷念。
情緣任它自然﹐愛戀會源源不斷。
舊的夢才完又有新的夢來圓。
但初戀偏惹懷念。

This song comes from the movie 喝采, starred by Danny, Leslie Cheung (張國榮) and Paul Chung (鍾保羅), Brenda Lo (盧業媚) and 翁靜晶. When this song is played in the movie, Danny and 翁靜晶 are dating. See the video from youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_HURwvY1Tw. Every time I watch it I feel really touched since this is simply too sweet, and I must say this is the kind of love I'm looking for. :-)

Well, God will give me the best love. So will He give everybody. :-)

These days I discover I'm quite a romantic person ... but I always hide it.

Equations

Humility = underestimation = self-abasement?

Complimenting oneself = proud/arrogant/egoistic?