Slacked off mostly during the long weekend - yay! I know I should be more productive, but a little slack certainly wouldn't hurt after a dragging long period of hard work starting right at the beginning of the term. Now I have to get back to the working mode.
People from Calgary are starting to ask me when I'm going home for Christmas. I don't really want to tell them since that would I have to get involved with a ton of Christmas ministries, which will completely wipe out my holiday time and mood at home. (Maybe I shouldn't go home at all, since I can actually slack in Vancouver) Not that I don't like to serve; it's just that people from my chruch in Calgary are overly-reliant on me, which gives some sort of phobia and exhaustion. Furthermore, the spiritual atmosphere back there is deteriorating, so I would not prefer to be there. Anyways, I will take things as they go la.
A few days ago I had a strong urge of writing something on "Love Your Enemies", but I haven't found time yet. Now when I finally have time, I've already lost my motivation ... maybe I will write again when I have the mood for it.
After more than a year of waiting, I have a feeling that things might finally turn out well ... I hope I'm not just innocently optimistic. Things have turned around and around so much; I don't even know if I should believe my feelings anymore. I need to be very meticulous about this. Nevertheless, I know God is in control.
God always has His great purpose behind everything. It might mean we have to walk across a very crooked path in order to reach something, but whatever God gets us into, He is there with us to get through it. So trust Him!
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